Spiritual choice

Choices. Choices make the difference. Two people are in the same accident and severely wounded. They did not choose to be in the accident. It happened to them. But one of them chose to live the experience in bitterness, the other in gratitude. These choices radically influenced their lives and the lives of their families and friends. We have very little control over what happens in our lives, but we have a lot of control over how we integrate and remember what happens. It is precisely these spiritual choices that determine whether we live our lives with dignity. - Henri Nouwen

  I want to avoid harmful accidents which make our life struggled. My disease, thyroid cancer, was also a same kind of things. When I think about my disease, I fill that it wouldn't have happened to me. It is a burden of my life. I feel afraid that it may block my career and normal life. However, I have learned God's love and sincerity toward me through my disease. I could know the worthy of my family and time with them. Also, I found that my life doesn't flow as my wish. That is precious wisdom dig out while I went through my disease